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[Jul. 23rd, 2005|04:35 pm] |
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| | Lost and found - Mudvayne | ] | Helooooooooo kiddies,
How are you all?? You all good?? That's wonderful news!! Well right now I'm rather tired. I just played netball even tho I didn't want to lol. We won so it was worth my while...But god those girls we played. They were complaining that we were playing "too rough". It was gay but anyways...
Well school has started back again. And my school is fucking insane. We had this huge uniform talk with all the girls in Middle and senior school. And now if we get ONE thing wrong we get sent straight home. And every morning we have uniform checks and we get sent to the office if it's wrong. So annoying...I hate my school.
W00T!!!! I GOT MUDVAYNE'S NEW ALBUM TODAY! Lord it's rather awesome lol.
Anyways i gotta go and get ready for a party...Holly's having another one. Altho im pretty sure it won't be AS wild as the last one haha. Good time...Good times lol.
Love ya all
Amy xoxo |
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| YAY! School holidays!! |
[Jul. 4th, 2005|03:59 pm] |
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| | Missing - Evanescence | ] | Helooooo there,
How are we?? We all good?? Well that's great news. Hope your enjoying your school holidays. I know I am lol. Coz I'm at a private school we get one extra week! 3 weeks of nothingness...Gotta love it lol. I spent my first week sleeping and I plan to spend the rest of my holidays like that too. Altho I have been drawing and painting heaps too coz lately I've been feeling really depressed again and it kinda helps me feel better.
Anyways I was lying in bed the other nite feeling depressed again and everything is on my mind again so i decided to TRY...repeat TRY and write a poem to get all my feelings out. Don't ask me why I was writing at 1:30AM but i was. It's kinda crappy but eh...I'm not really a writer lol. So here it is...
Do you notice me crying at the table? Do you notcie the scars on my arm? I'm nothing to you and now I know that.
Do you ever wonder why tears run down my cheek when you look straight thru me. Do you ever wonder why I feel so alone even when you're standing right beside me.
Have you ever thought that I'm going thru all this shit because of you and how you have broken me down.
I'm sick of apologizing time and time again. I'm sick of saying I'm sorry for not being the perfect daughter. I'm sick of saying sorry for screwing up your life, when look what you have done to mine.
You're the reason I don't sleep at nite. You're the reason I cry everyday. You're the reason I'm like this. And one day you'll be the reason I stop breathing.
Anyhoos i gota go and take care of my little sister. I'll write again soon. Love you all Amy xoox |
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[Jun. 29th, 2005|12:51 pm] |
| How to make a miss_numb59 |
Ingredients:
5 parts competetiveness
3 parts arrogance
3 parts beauty |
Method: Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add emotion to taste! Do not overindulge! |
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[Jun. 27th, 2005|03:49 pm] |
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| | The Used - In love and death | ] | Helooo there...
I thought i'd make a new entry coz i have been slack in writing one lol.
So how's you all going?? Good good im sure. Hope you had an awesome weekend. I did! lol Friday nite my friend had this movie nite so i went to that with a few other people...Not that we watched alot of movies lol. But it was a good nite. Then Saturday nite my another of my friends had this huge birthday party with most of the girls from our class, alot guys from Farrer (another skool here.Her boyfriend goes there) and then Ben (my boyfriend) his brother and Brad came with me...and lord was it an interesting nite lol. After the rules had been set with the alcohol everyone started to drink and by the time 7:30PM (the party started at 5:00) came everyone was smashed! I kinda rocked up to her hosue tipsy lol. You see when i got to Holly's house me and Cherkira (she had the party friday nite) decided to wallk around to Ben's house to pick him and everyone else up coz he lives like 3 blocks away. We ended up staying there for an hour because we were drinking which is Ben's fault we were drinking so early coz he's the one that offered us the drinks lol. So after "walking" back to Holly's with 3 backpacks of drinks everyone just drank and passed out lol. Some of the guys were so pissed!! lol Every girl they came across they wanted to screw...so me being me i decided to mess with their heads. A couple of us got another guy that was pissed and said it was a girl lol. One of the funniest things i have ever seen. And i only remember a few things from that nite. Everyone stayed the nite too so we were all cramped into the living room except for a couple of girls who had passed out on Holly's bed earlier. No one got to sleep until 5:00AM and then we all woke up at like 7:00 so with a hangover and 2 hours sleep no one was in a happy mood lol. But i do have to say it was a good nite and hopefully we'll have some more parties in these holidays. Me and Cherkira wanna plan a big one in the next week or so. And that was my weekend.
Even tho i had a pretty good weekend I've been feeling depressed again and it sux...but i'll be good. I'll just hang out with friends and Ben and listen to music and do whatever makes me feel happy lol.
Anyhoos i must dash...I'll write again soon Love Amy xoox |
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[Jun. 19th, 2005|12:41 pm] |
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| | Left behind - Slipknot | ] | Helooo there people...
I'm bored so i thought i'd make a new entry. Hope your all have a super fun weekend. I haven't doen alot except sleep and play netball...Which we lost by 2 points!! So annoying coz i swear the other team cheated when they were scoring.
Anyhoooos i can't think of anything else to write at this moment...So i shall be going and write something new soon.
Love ya Amy xoxox |
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| WOOO First entry |
[Jun. 12th, 2005|08:20 pm] |
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| | Slipknot - Iowa | ] | Heloooo There people reading this...
How are we?? Well this is my first entry so i really have no idea what to write lol. I promised a couple of friends who have LJ that i would make one too. So here i am...It's taken me a few weeks but its ok lol. Anyhoos this is gonna be short coz i have no idea whatelse to write. But i will write again soon. Amy xoxo |
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